​Dear a dissapointment

Dear a dissapointment,

I know this letter can’t reach you,

But I’m writing it for my sake.

Please know I’ll never forgive you.

Why did you stop me,

From taking up the trumpet,

And learning a new hobby,

And study for assignments?

Why did you abuse me?

Making me feel useless.

Forcing me to ruin friendships,

Over stupid problems.

Why did you hate me?

You treated me so awful.

You made me grow up insecure,

Like I meant nothing to noone.

Why did you force me,

To not deal with my issues?

To pack my bags in metaphor,

And silently cry in tissues.

Why didn’t you raise me stronger?

I should be a man.

I should be a protector,

Not a fragile, little lamb.

I will never forgive you,

For my mental “health”.

I know this letter can’t reach you,

-From your future self.