​Emotionally Sensitive

I feel a lot. I easily get overwhelmed by my emotions. Whether it frustration,anger,regret,hatred,excitement,anixety. Ahh anixety this bitch never leaves me alone it always haunts me. It gets hard to live like this. Public places becomes a roller coaster. Sometimes I feel so much I don’t understand what to feel and Sometimes i feel so much I feel nothing. Now when I am thinking about this I was like this since my childhood. I remember my anger issues, crying for hours when I get scolded,feeling shit for my slightest mistakes but I also enjoyed I remember playing superhero with my toys and using my jacket my mother scrape clothes to my costume, I used get lost in world of cartoons. My obsession with Ben 10 was very unhealthy. I enjoyed conversations a lot. So in a way this a gift. If didn’t had it I would have enjoyed the media like I do, those hype and excitement for fighting scenes, locking in dialogues, crying for those emotional moments, feeling bunch of emotions for character arcs. It is reason for my love of drawings,anime,music,movies,. It also helps me with conversations with ppl I trust. If didn’t had this gift I would enjoyed so many things. It does makes me feel like a weirdo. I know my life would be easier without it. i will get more work done as I will less overwhelmed but it is thing that makes me feel unique. I experience more than others