​Fishing

I Remember when I was little it would be a rainy day and you would call to see if I wanted to go fishing, I didn’t care about the fishing. Thinking back you always asked me no matter the weather, no matter the mood we always brought peace to one another worlds.

I know you know i needed you, I never know how much you needed me. We had fishing. I loved fishing with you, you always let me cheat. I wasn’t good at fishing, you didn’t care.

You always put the worms on the hook for me, it was way to gross for me. I remember this one time I asked if fishing would like WD40 it was before thay changed it, who would have thought it worked. You were always good at that, letting me figure out things on my own.

I think you saw something in me no one ever gets to see. I remember falling asleep on the pontoon looking at the water as it slowly moved under water with the blades of the motor. You wanted to move faster but you didn’t want to wake me.

I miss fishing with you. I’ll never forget the last few times we went. Im sorry I didn’t sing with you in the van. Im sorry I didn’t say what was wrong when you asked, I didn’t know I was being abused. Im sorry we didn’t spend more time together when you where here, you mean everything to me. Fishing with you was more than you will ever know i love you.

I know your fishing now, probably at the best spot with little to no one else. I know you have your dream boat that you dont have to fix unless you want to. I know you are catching all the good fish but letting them go you know there’s plenty.

Don’t worry I know you’ll help me teach my son when he’s ready. He never met you however you will always influence him. He will always know your name. I hope you can lead me, I dont want to disappoint you.