​It will not stop

My thoughts are just endless right now. I can not seem to stop writing. Whenever I hold the pen in my hand and jot down my first word, it does not stop. My handwriting gets messier the further down the page because I write with my left. Sure my hand cramps. After about 4-5 lines, my entire fist begins to burn. I believe that is my pain trasnferring to the paper. If I collect everything that flows through my head and put it in a container, the container will never close. Not because the container is too small, but because my thoughts are bigger then any jar, box or luggage i could ever make. It is just so confusing. How do you organize your thoughts so that they work for you and not against you? I believe life is just so still. The only thing keeping it that way is sorrow. Everyone clings on to life, it is simpler that way. We try to physically manifest it so we could hold it in our hands. This is love. Ive heard before that everyone goes through something, its all about preservation. What if it all just stopped? I dont mean life, I mean the dedication to stay alive. To stay hopeful and never look in to the dark any longer then you have to. How do i end this? It is a question I frequently ask myself. Maybe theres something im not realizing. Does it ever trully end?