​jupiter.

well, it happened again…

Ascending…Descending.

Shades of blues and greens…

Kaleidoscope eyes and moonbeams.

Awkwardness and intimacy.

The kind that’s intoxxxicating,

Insatiable. Yet satiating.

Back and forth.

Up and down.

Kiss me while I leave the ground.

Hug me for 20 more seconds.

I need you close.

But you’re so far.

I know where you are

I know where you’ll go when the time comes.

I know what you wish for.

I’m sorry for what happened to you….

For what happened to her.

So fucking sorry.

But I can’t be her,

And I can’t be second place.

So I’ll stay here.

One planet away.

Same solar system, different rocketship.

I’m only a few light years away,

But when I told you I needed to leave,

I really wanted you to tell me to stay.

But I’m just a passerby in your galaxy.

No need to ask me to stay.

I know I can’t.

I know you don’t want me to,

But I’m here,

Just floating,

In this weird liminal space.

Waiting for us to exxxist on the same dimensional

Plane where it all works out.

But that’s the thing about Quantum Entanglements…

They’re fucking treacherous,

& I’m in the trenches.

-its me, and you know.