​Revelations

It was all an illusion , thats what my therapist said

Wanting to spend the rest of my life with her

An illusion , it didnt feel like a illusion but reality

We wanted it to be real so then why did you leave ?

An illusion implies delusion and perhaps i was

Wondering how it went so wrong is pointless

It was all a lie , you promised you wouldnt leave

I promised to love you always but i cant love you

I cant love someone that causes so much pain

I want closure to know why you left me in this ditch

We dont always get the answers my therapist said

However in seeking answers we find insanity

Perhaps then i am delusional for wanting to spend life with you

Perhaps then i am insane , searching for a love that left me for someone else

Perhaps then ive had my revelation my closure and can move on

Ta