​Tears of remembrance

She turns 4 next month , and I know she misses her dad . I miss you brother , I miss how we used to take out daughters to the park and eat Icecream . I can’t stop crying today , these memories stay with me . I’m sorry I couldn’t do more , I can never replace you . When she cried every night calling for you , I died every night . The confusion , the pain , the waiting , she hid from us , but I knew . She says she wants to see heaven , she says she wants to see you . I want to see you .