​Feel something else

I’m just lost and I can’t figure out how to navigate out of this mess my head is in,It’s been months since I’ve seen the sun,Will I ever feel it’s warm embrace can I escape this pit I’m in, I don’t want to waste away in this life of sin I need help I need a reason to begin but, I keep lashing out you just can’t make me talk you can’t and won’t understand, my scars run deep and can not heal they keep me on the run and the shame is too much,I never wanted to hurt myself i just wanted to feel something else-