​My Dearest Love AW

My dearest love , i miss you but i dont There have been many nights Where i would dream of us There are many things i wanted to experience with you Holding your hand Comforting you during ur cramps Cooking tacos with you while remembering you dont like onions Hearing you Sing to our children while eating at the table Cuddling after a stressful day dealing with customers

So many things i wanted for you , for us And yet They all fade away

What did i do to deserve this fate Did i abuse you ? No Did i ridicule you ? No Did i play with your emotions ? No Did i make you do things you didnt want to ? No Did i play down your feelings ? No Did i push boundaries ? No Did i cheat on you ? No

So what did i do my love? To deserve such pain Ill tell you

Did i love you ? Yes Did i stick by you always ? Yes Did i comfort you no matter the situation ? Yes Did i spend hrs with you ? Yes Did i bend over backwards for you ? Yes Did i defend our relationship ? Yes Did i try to make you happy ? Yes Did i cheat on you ? No

My dearest love , i know my truth I know that it wasnt meant to be I know that no matter how much i cry you will never love me I know that the only comfort ill find is at the end of a bottle I know that no matter how much i smile it will be for a while I know that the memories we made will bring nothing but pain

My dearest love , i know my truth I know that you didnt love me like i loved you

Ta