The Unspoken Love Story

I can’t handle the broken heart you have given me

I have given my heart to you

But you have yet to give me yours

My heart yearns for your love

Yet you ignore mine

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My pillow is your substitute for when I cry

For I know we will never be

My pillow is your substitute for when I dream

For which my head is constantly creating fantasies of you and I

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But I write this as if you’d read this

As if you’d realize that I exist

As if you would feel the same way

My head is filled with these delusions

Delusions that I wish were real

You may not want my love

But I can’t stop what my heart wants

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I want you to be by my side

To be here with me

I want your words to fill my ears constantly

Because your words are always colorful

I want your touch

Because even if you are across the room

I can feel your happiness

I want you to be by my side

Because I can’t love anyone the way I love you

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I love you

Those three simple words are my downfall

Because I know you will never repeat those words to me

I have seen the way you look at me

And it is not love

Because you do not love me

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And you never will

Because I am just a girl with some middle school crush

And you are just some boy who will leave and never get the chance to know me

I hope you never find this letter

For I know what you’ll think

I hope we never meet again

For my heart will want you once more

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My heart can’t handle another heartache you have given me

Because it doesn’t know why it is hurting

I can’t tell you why I love you

But you can clearly tell me why you hate me

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This is the unspoken love story I have given to you

The letter I will read that you will throw out

All the words I have written will never reach your eyes

Those diamond, water-like eyes

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I have not spoken these words to you

And I never will

But the three words you will never say to me

Are the three words I will write to you

I love you